Tell me who I am. Discovering who you really are can change your life. Back in 1902, the great sage Ramana Maharshi suggested that his pupil should delve into the question "Who am I" to reach an "enduringly happy state, where there is no mind." That objective sounds a little vague, but it has profound meaning.
The Maharshi said the path was direct. Repeatedly ask yourself the question “Who am I?” Focus on the answer and do not allow your mind to wander. When the question is first asked, many “I” thoughts may rise in your mind.
But, if the question is persistently pursued, all other thoughts will get destroyed and finally, the “I” thought itself will vanish, leaving a non-dual Self. The Maharshi felt that all other disciplines, such as breath control and meditations were only supporting practices, which helped the mind to remain focused on this key question.
A devotee once went to Ramana Maharshi and said, “I’ve been with you for twenty-five years, asking 'Who am I?' and nothing has happened yet.” The Maharshi is reported to have replied, ‘Try it for another twenty-five and see what happens.” But, it is not that difficult. You just need to understand why the approach works.
Could An Amazing Algorithm Have Stunning Control Over Your Mind?
This is what happens when an engineer researches the mind. Way back in 1989, the writer, an engineer, catalogued how the ELIMINATION approach of an AI Expert System could reveal a way by which the nervous system could store and retrieve astronomically large memories. That historic insight is central to the six irresistible premises presented in this website.
Behind the scenes, these premises conceal an eye-opening revelation. About the incredible speed of intuition. A physician is aware of thousands of diseases and their related symptoms. How does he note a symptom and focus on a single disease in less than half a second? How could he identify Disease X out of 8000 diseases with just a glance?
First, the total born and learned knowledge available to the doctor could not exist anywhere other than as the stored/retrieved data within the 100 billion neurons in his brain. The perceptions, sensations, feelings and physical activities of the doctor could only be enabled by the electrical impulses flowing through the axons of those neurons. The data enabling that process could be stored as digital combinations.
Second, combinatorial decisions of neurons cannot be made by any entity other than the axon hillock, which decides the axonal output of each neuron. The hillock receives hundreds of inputs from other neurons. Each hillock makes the pivotal neuronal decision about received inputs within 5 milliseconds. Axon hillocks could be storing digital combinations. It could be adding each new incoming digital combination to its memory store. The hillock could fire impulses, if it matched a stored combination. If not, it could inhibit further impulses. Using stored digital data to make decisions about incoming messages could make the axon hillocks intelligent.
Third, combinations are reported to enable a powerful coding mode for axon hillocks. Olfactory combinatorial data is known (Nobel Prize 2004) to store memories for millions of smells. Each one of 100 billion axon hillocks have around a 1000 links to other neurons. The hillocks can mathematically store more combinations than there are stars in the sky. Each new digital combination could be adding a new relationship link. In this infinite store, specific axon hillocks could be storing all the symptom = disease (S=D) links known to the doctor as digital combinations.
Fourth, instant communication is possible in the nervous system. Within five steps, information in one hillock can reach all other relevant neurons. Just 20 Ms for global awareness. Within the instant the doctor observes a symptom, feedback and feed forward links could inform every S=D link of the presence of the symptom. Only the S=D link of Disease X could be recalling the combination and recognizing the symptom.
Fifth, on not recognizing the symptom, all other S=D hillocks could be instantly inhibiting their impulses. The S=D links of Disease X could be continuing to fire. Those firing S=D link would be recalling past complaints, treatments and signs of Disease X, confirming the diagnosis. This could be enabling axon hillocks to identify Disease X out of 8000 in milliseconds. Eliminating improbable (unrecognized) prospects to arrive at a possible (recognized in the past) solution powers the powerful inductive logic of the mind!
Worldwide interest in this website acknowledges its rationale. Not metaphysical theories, but processing of digital memories in axon hillocks could be explaining innumerable mysteries of the mind. Over three decades, this website has been assembling more and more evidence of the manipulation of emotional and physical behaviors by narrowly focused digital pattern recognition. It has also received over 2 million page views from over 150 countries.
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Can Your Mind Answer Your Questions?
Your mind has a built-in ability to answer questions. The association regions of your cortex recognize objects based on your sensory perceptions. The somesthetic association region processes the pressure stimuli on your fingers and grants you your knowledge that you are touching a pair of scissors. If that brain region is injured, you will not be able to recognize the object by touch, with your eyes closed. You will still be able to feel the scissors, but you will not know what it is. Similarly, an olfactory system enables you to recognize an object by its smell.
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Will Your Mind Answer The "Who Am I?" Question?
Your mind receives a vast array of sensory signals, including light, touch, sound, smell and taste. It separates these overlapping patterns of the universe and informs you of millions of objects. Your mind recognizes those patterns and will respond to your questions. Ask yourself “Did I have dinner last night?” Did you? You become aware of a reply. It will also answer your question “Who am I?” and identify you as a separate living entity. Initially, it will merely inform you that you exist as a distinct individual among millions of other human beings.
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How Do You Become Aware Of An Answer?
Billions of neurons fire in the nervous system, without your being conscious of their activities. They support millions of internal processes, without your awareness. This very moment, while you become aware of the significance of the words you read, you have no awareness of the complex multi-stage process, which converted the black pixels on this page into a meaningful concept.
Imagine a neural organ, which
acts as a conductor of the inputs to consciousness. While the
impulses of one hundred billion neurons power the nervous system,
current research points to a single organ, the claustrum, which acts
as a “conductor,” which coordinates the highest cortical levels
of the system. Thoughts"emerge into subjective experience"
from the combinatorial firing patterns on the claustrum screen. The
activity of this "screen" generates your conscious
awareness. Just as the control panel of a power station grants you
awareness of the essential workings of its major subsystems, imagine
the claustrum to be the screen, which creates your awareness.
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What Happens With Repeated "Who Am I?" Questions?
Ask yourself "Who am I?" At the first level of recognition, your mind replies that you are your body and mind. Your thoughts may often wander. But, as you keep asking and listening, the process will substantially increase your awareness. As you watch, you become aware of the warmth of the air and the hardness of your chair. You become more aware that you are an entity, which receives internal information of sensory inputs, as well as of your physical activities, like breathing and body movements.
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Are You Just A Shifting Vehicle For You Emotions?
There is evidently a “ghost,” who receives all this data. You vaguely sense that you are more the entity, which observes the universe outside and the world within. More questions reveal your propensity to be often overwhelmed by anger and despair, or sadness and joy. Most people stop the questioning process here, concluding that they are just vulnerable ghosts occupying creaky bodies.
The next series of the “Who am I?” questions lead to some confusion. You cannot identify a whole personality within. Emotions transport you into vast conflicting worlds. Your viewpoints erratically shift between enthusiasm, anxiety and utter despair. Even the width and depth of your wisdom appears to vary. While anger makes you focus on a narrow vision, love appears to open up a world of kindly memories. Are you the angry person, or the loving person? Shifting between conflicting worlds, you appear to have no clear identity at all! But, even then, a developing awareness of your emotions carries you ever deeper into your mind.
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Have You Sensed The Physical Symptoms Of Emotions?
It is a stage in your journey of discovery, where, sadly, you could get stuck for 25 years. But, you could be lucky. You may note, incidentally that each emotion you feel is accompanied by a physical symptom. With your attention constantly focused on internal discovery, you may note that your emotion vanishes, whenever you observe its physical symptom. Eugene Gendlin would call this a “felt bodily sense.” This could happen a few times. Each time, strangely, the related emotion would just disappear. As you keep on “learning about yourself,” more emotions would disappear. You would come to occupy an increasingly still space in your mind.
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Is Your PFR Your Final Discovery?
A long practice of such observation of your mind leads to a situation, where your mind becomes more and more quiet. When you lie down quietly in the dark with a still mind, worries of tomorrow, or guilt about yesterday's outburst do not disturb you. You ignore your awareness of your bed and the feedback your body sends you about your posture in bed. You ask yourself “Who am I?” and there is only silence. At this moment, you could have a sudden insight. You discover a presence, watching, waiting for an answer. All your powers of recognition are focused on a deadly silence. You are like a closed circuit camera, with a powerful capacity to recognize all inputs, staring into the darkness. That is PFR, your prefrontal regions, your rational brain, free from manipulation by emotions, watching and waiting.
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How Does Your PFR Function?
Every time you ask “Who am I?” you are activating PFR, the prefrontal intelligence - the investigative part of the brain, occupying the apex of your triune brain. Evolved over millions of years, the prefrontal brain competes with the powerful feelings and emotions of your coexisting mammalian and reptilian brains.
The constant search within enables this superior brain to comprehend the wily foibles of its primitive colleagues. Its superior wisdom silences them and guides your life. After you discover this entity, it helps you to know the scale and power of its wisdom.
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How Much Wisdom Does Your PFR Hold?
Your understanding improves when you imagine 4 things. You will realize that your mind carries unimaginably large stores of inherited and acquired wisdom. As an example, the DNA codes in your body contain codes, which instruct your living cells to build your eyelid, or your fingernail. Scientists reported that if those codes were packed into 500 page books, those books will fill the 450 kilometer long Grand Canyon fifty times over! From millions of years of evolution and from a lifetime of experiences, your system has acquired an immense trove of knowledge. Similarly, massive stores of inherited wisdom within your nerve cells manage your life. When not blinkered by the restraints of your emotions, your PFR can flow with this wisdom to manage your life.
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Is This The Question That Frees You?
The deep insight of Sri Ramana Maharshi was that his repetition of the words "I am, I am, I am, ...", led to his discovery of the truth that "I am not." He emerged into a state of consciousness without any I or self at all, a state of pure consciousness. In a mystic insight, he discovered an awareness, backed by an enormous wisdom, which could perceive the unity of the universe. He discovered the power of untrammeled consciousness. Such journeys into the highest worlds of the mind may not be accessible to the common man. Even if they discover their PFR, ordinary people may still remain troubled by the passions and interruptions of their lower level brains. But, they too can achieve a modicum of peace by following the simple question “Who am I?” with persistence and understanding.